What Will You Create?

First of all, I would like to state that due to spammers and the lack of time I have for programming while in Chiropractic school I have removed what spam I found and taken down the submission page. That means no new recipes until I can change my script to keep the bad guys out. That said, allow me to share a story. It's been a LONG while since I've updated this page.

My boyfriend and I broke up at the beginning of this last quarter, and I was devastated. Couldn't eat, sleep, whatever. You name it, I was it. It was sad and pathetic and reminded me of the insecure little girl I was more than 10 years ago (and probably some after that). The awful emails going back and forth, backstabbing that had occured, etc. - I had enough of it all.

One morning I realized I was letting people rent space in my brain for FREE (a little birdie named RJ once told me that)! So that is when I finally stopped letting the ridiculous drama into my life and called and end to it all. The amazing part is that I ended up going to school and listening to Joe Dispenza talk. He is FASCINATING!!! If you have ever seen the movie "What the Bleep" you would know who he is. If not, watch it again! So I was not prepared to listen for almost two hours, but everything he said made complete sense - and was exactly what I had just done that morning. I decided to just be my happy self, and not let other people try to control my life. Afterall, it is MY LIFE, isn't it?

What is better than listening to him speak at school? Listening to him speak at a seminar, which I did - the following Saturday. He explained the science behind praying in thanksgiving, creating your own day, and other amazing things I already thought were possible to some degree but the confirmation planted that seed firmly in my head. He talked about all kinds of exciting things, and showed us pictures and slides of it all. WOW! I was blown away.

Leaving the seminar, a new friend I met that night asked the question we were both dying to ask, "Sooooo, what are you going to create?" I decided to at first create myself back in the relationship with my ex. But that night I went home and felt like it was all wrong. Afterall, who am I to think I know better than God/Innate/whatever you call the force that created us? Afterall he/she/it makes our hearts beat without thinking about it and trees grow, etc. - why would I know better what is best for me? So I decided to change what I was creating and go with happiness. Simple enough, right? I decided to wake up in the morning and create an amazing day with love and peace and joy. Any emptiness I had been feeling would be filled with whatever was lacking, and how that came about should be a surprise. And it was! There have been so many things that have happened that were